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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary




























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Thursday, February 18, 2010
It's been one of this nights that i just feel like i need to pour out all of this that's been in me. The feeling of not being right, nauses, just not in the right place.

Why don't any girl just come up to me and say " Hey can we hang out? Someday maybe? "
I am just wondering where have all the BOLD girls disappeared to?
First i thought recently i've found V. Then came another K. V is fading from me slowly seeping back into the sea, whereas K never seemed to get emough of me. At first it felt real gud having you around me. Now the feeling's just fading. Idk. Am i really turning back to the road i'm supposed to lead? Cause i'm just so direction-less. No one to love, spend me time with, be with, held in arms with, be with. I'm just huggin my bloster everynight hoping that one day it'll be you. You who never yet to appear in front of me. You who've been hiding from me since Secondary 4. You whom i've yet to show how much i can pour my love at. You You You. I Miss You. I'm afraid that one day You arrive. I don't know how to love you or not interested in You anymore.

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