My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 A Tuesday today. Another second day of the week.
I was up at 11 plus today.Got up brushed,washed.Then stoned for a few minutes.Next went to did some push-ups (Apparently i wasn't in a mood to do so, so did only 20 =S). Then went to magic mop the WHOLE house.Next went to mop the WHOLE house.After that had to wash the toilet.Then had to go to my grand's house so i had to bring the dirty,worned clothes of the family there for the REAL maid to wash.
In summary..I was living like a maid life for most of my Tuesdays during school holidays.Oh well.
So i was thinking of a song to be put up today so thus i remembered !! The song which have been ringing in my head ever since Sandra pulled me along to watched the movie Version of Mamma Mia.. Decided to go back to the original singers coz everyone's over the heels with the movie's version of this song
>>>The Winner Takes It All
I don't wanna talk About things we've gone through Though it's hurting me Now it's history I've played all my cards And that's what you've done, too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The winner takes it all The loser's standing small Beside the victory That's her destiny I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking I'd be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall It's simple and it's plain Why should I complain?
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you? Does it feel the same When she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside You must know I miss you But what can I say Rules must be obeyed The judges will decide The likes of me abide Spectators of the show Always staying low The game is on again A lover or a friend A big thing or a small The winner takes it all I don't wanna talk If it makes you feel sad And I understand You've come to shake my hand I apologize If it makes you feel bad Seeing me so tense No self-confidence But you see The winner takes it all The winner takes it all...
Well if you all are wondering if i'm actually a fan of ABBA..YES I AM !! OMGes..HAHA..well coz you see if they don't come out with these songs..There won't even be the birth of Mamma Mia =P
Monday, September 29, 2008 This photo is for Sandra's sister.
Today's word that i'm going to touch on will beTrust .
A word that's made up of five letters.But the value of it carries far beyond these few letters. Have you ever lost trust in something or someone ?? It's such a powerful word that you know sometimes people tend to forget and take advantage on it and therefore resulting in loosing trust in each other.I believe for not only in family trust is being used greatly between friends and collegues or bosses.It's this word that closes the gap between strangers and differs it so that people can call each other friends.Like how people get married ??, Get together as boyfriends and girlfriends. Then again trust can be used as a tool or equipment when couples or friends quarrel.You see what's the point of being together or remain as friends if there's no trust to bridge in-between?? Imagine there's no trust between you and me.I'll be constantly suspect that you are trying to harm me in every opportunities that you have.
Okayy away from being intellectual for now..I've wrapped a hamper yesterday !! HAHA though i've never tried before but it turned out to be really good! You konw it's kinda small for a hamper but who cares! Haha..i've taken some pictures of the final artwork: Don't bother abt the items that are inside.. =S Not bad huh the sides.. I think it did the base really well =D
Credit goes to Channelnewsasia.com for these pictures..
Well as most of the Singaporeans are dying to go and catch the first F1 night-race in Singapore a few of my lovely bunch of ambassadors and i had to meet up to do some touch-ups of our script.Nevertheless we didn't waste anytime for camhoring !! Here are the pictures from Fauzi's mac ONLY: ( there are a whole lot more from Sarah's mac too)
Some of you might be wondering why is Jason putting up a post on F1 and saying that it's today so Out of the blue. Well it's because Jason over here has all along be fond and love cars and thus hav a collection of them at home.. =S Yes you've heard it correct i hav a few Ferraris,Lamborghinis,Jarguars and Porsches hiding in my cupboard.Haha !! =P
"Things are definitely different now. You have changed without you knowing it yourself. Then again, who am I to comment on it? Maybe I m just a passing phase in your life. Now that you got what you wanted, you are oblivious to everything else around you. Perhaps, back then, I was indeed your substitute just to hear you rant about your own life and such. Caring so much and now, getting all this. I deserved it. For letting myself sink in deeper than I thought I was in. I should not have gone too close it. Too close for comfort in fact. We are drifting apart? Do you realized it? Cant you see it? Its' no longer like that past. I feel like a total stranger to you now. Maybe sooner or later, you will end up being forgotten by me. Like how you are doing it slowly now. When that happens, please dont end up whining. It will be too late to change anything."
Saw this post from Amanda.. Realised that HEY i'm not the only one that's going thru what i'm experiencing.Amanda..you have my pity and support too =) Note the words that i've highlighted..They are exactly how i'm feeling for the past few days.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.
I've been thinking about this word for the past few days and wondering what it really means.Then i realised that i shlould have juz dictionary.com it. TADA!! there is it the defination of friends. I suppose everyone on Earth has friends may it be a similar kind or may it be pets that some may call friends it all still boils down to the same meaning and concept.
Word History: A friend is a lover, literally. The relationship between Latin amīcus "friend" and amō "I love" is clear, as is the relationship between Greek philos "friend" and phileō "I love." In English, though, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, frēond, the Old English word for "friend," was simply the present participle of the verb frēon, "to love." The Germanic root behind this verb is *frī-, which meant "to like, love, be friendly to." Closely linked to these concepts is that of "peace," and in fact Germanic made a noun from this root, *frithu-, meaning exactly that. Ultimately descended from this noun are the personal names Frederick, "peaceful ruler," and Siegfried, "victory peace." The root also shows up in the name of the Germanic deity Frigg, the goddess of love, who lives on today in the word Friday, "day of Frigg," from an ancient translation of Latin Veneris diēs, "day of Venus."
Today's the fourth day of this week which makes it a Thursday.
A word that we can only use, describe but not show it. Is it reliable ?? Sometimes memory do us good sometimes it just brings back unwanted rememberance of incident that has happened.Was talking to Nages about someone and suddenly nostalgic memory of that person just flow through my mind.They were just like a film without sound just keeps on playing.I remember the times where we spend, the time where we've never bother about nothing to talk about everything just came so naturally and we chatted like there was no tomorrow.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
An e-mail post for today. Kindly from Yashoda.
Here it goes:
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.
He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a Gift
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
Today went back to school and Yupps there are photos to update!!
Sunday, September 21, 2008 THIS IS A VERY LATE POST I HAVE TO EMPHASIS BUT STILL I'LL POST IT.
Today's sunday.With the evidence of the sun shinning so super brightly today how can anyone not love this day of the week where everyone can just let their hair down and do what they want with the 24 hours that they've been given.
For me?
I was unluckily awoken up at 10 when i slept at 4am today. Just to accompany my mum to MS to arrange dad's company's nuts that were in the promo places.Then had lunch with mum later at suntec's Food Terrace located at the basement of Suntec.
Next we went to Orchard Paragon to get mum's plan to be upgraded.Then got home.
Lucky
Jason Marz feat. Colbie Caillat
Do you hear me, I'm talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I'm lucky we're in love every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday
Infering from this song. Have you ever wondered how great it is to be in love with your best friend??
The past few days i've been reflecting on my actions on some particular thing that i've done.
Realised that some things when you force it to happen it'll just not turn out the way i want it.
"Why can't i get what i want" was what i've asked myself these few days. and then along came a fren of mine who told me : "because u never want the thing that wants you." I read it 3X in my head and then reflected. Ya !! it's true whatever this fren of mine said it's true to the very bit of it.
Now everything's been solved. Promises have been made. Agreements have been said. Apologies have been told. Back to where we're supposed to be.
Nothing can be used to describe how relief i'm feeling now. It's like i've shed a few 100kgs?? , A mountain being shifted off my shoulders?? , I'm able to breathe again after being submerged under the water?? . IDK
One last thing for my fren Hui Bo: Our differences are what allows us to have this such special connection.
Also as promised photos from attachment i'll do it up tomorrow or smth. Coz the stupid internet from my house has once again fail.
SAVING THE LAST FOR THE BEST FOR TODAY'S BOTTOM LINE IS
A word we all know and understand just by saying. Some of us just can't wish that it'll end.Some just wished that it'd never existed.Yesterday was the day before today. What had happened yesterday can't be undone.What has been said yesterday has been said and can't be taken back.
Yesterday was Friday today is Saturday.Yesterday was the lsat day of my attachment posting to IMH. After that went down to Orchard to meet Sandra to collect the pay for working at Mooncake then had to take a cab down to school to fill up the payment form for CDC.
I'll upload the photos taken from this attachment soon..Pardon me for defining the word Yesterday.It's my ver. after what has happened yesterday.I've realised that Jason is someone who is Selfish,Thinks only about himself,Hopeless,Naive,Selfless,Big headed and last of all SPOILT..
I'm so so so disappointed in myself for what has happened between us.I hav maybe a trillion Sorry to said to you for what i've done to make you feel this way.
Word History: A friend is a lover, literally. The relationship between Latin amīcus "friend" and amō "I love" is clear, as is the relationship between Greek philos "friend" and phileō "I love." In English, though, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, frēond, the Old English word for "friend," was simply the present participle of the verb frēon, "to love." The Germanic root behind this verb is *frī-, which meant "to like, love, be friendly to." Closely linked to these concepts is that of "peace," and in fact Germanic made a noun from this root, *frithu-, meaning exactly that. Ultimately descended from this noun are the personal names Frederick, "peaceful ruler," and Siegfried, "victory peace." The root also shows up in the name of the Germanic deity Frigg, the goddess of love, who lives on today in the word Friday, "day of Frigg," from an ancient translation of Latin Veneris diēs, "day of Venus."
