My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Saturday, October 25, 2008 Heyy haven been posting on this blog for a while now.
Benn really busy with stuff that gotta do with Ambass and School's been tormenting too..School starting at 9 for Mondays-Wednesdays and 10 on Thursdays and Fridays each ending latest at 6 and earliest at 4. Sigh.Pure boreness !! But i can't dare to say it brings along fun and joy everytime when i'm with them bimbos and all..It's only the second week of scool and projects,presentation quizes that will be tested every week from now just seemed to flood and pile up now. I'm just too tired??
My throat hasn't been healing for a week now. Feeling sleepy everyday from the moment i wake up to the time i lie on my bed at night.Have not been stepping into Orchard Road for like weeks now!! WAIT !! think it's coming to a month =(( Really need a retail therapy soon..Living a black and white life now.
Anyway met up with some senior ambassadors yesterday and had lunch today.The feeling was weird but cosy becoz thou we haven met each other for such a period of time there's this something that pulled us together and have lunch chat and all.
To Timo: Enjoy your first 3 months !!! =) To S.C.:I apologise for the ignorance i gave you these few days. To you:Thou this week you've asked me out for dinner and all i really wished i can pushed away my meetings and all but i can't.I really hope we can make it next week. To ya'll: I'm doing fine.. =D haven disappeared yet !! Juz that i'm really busy that's all.
Student Leader's Camp and Holidays has come to an End. School Starts.
Does everything has to End before it starts again??
Yesterday being able to go out with You again after such a long time made me feel really really happy.Not to even mention the other one whom i met in the evening.It was one of the days where I'll not forget.I was over the moon when i think back now.Maybe we should all just remain this way.Do what we're suppose to do.Care-less about each other so much and be so possessive about each other.I'm aware that you hav been liking me ever since we've met but then the thing is I really think we should just remain this way just as it is.I can't stop you from liking me or even falling for me.But what i can do is the restrict myself and Hope you'll understand.
You've mentioned that you've gotta go your own way.I'm all the way repect your decision. You don't want me to text you and expect calls from you so often.I'll respect that.
Thank you all for being so concern that i'm in such a foul and lousy mood.But hey !! i'm getting better.Hopefully (keeping fingers crossed) Coz school's starting soon and that hopefully i'll be Jason again. These few days i've been busy with camp, filming, meetings for YLA's dinner and also RedCamp5 skit meetings. School's starting tomorrow. Leaving you all with two songs who are really totally opposite from each other.
1st : Happily never after.
This song speaks so so much about the situation i'm in now.Aye~ Just listen hard to the lyrics cozalot too.The mood which you'll get is what i feel.Enjoy the song.
2nd: Ever, Ever after
Then i came across this song and i decided to hav it post in my blog today as well.Firstly i think it's actually a sad song but she sang it so much so that it's portraits the totally opposite feeling which is happy.Don't believe?? Read the lyrics: Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true Deep down inside we want to believe they still do And a secret is taught, it's our favorite part of the story Let's just admit we all want to make it true Ever ever after If we just don't get it our own way Ever ever after It may only be a wish away Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe Unafraid, unashamed There is joy to be claimed in this world You even might wind up being glad to be you Ever ever after Though the world will tell you it's not smart Ever ever after The world can be yours if you let your heart Believe in ever after No wonder your heart feels it's flying Your head feels it's spinning Each happy ending's a brand new beginning Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through To ever ever after Forever could even start today Ever ever after Maybe it's just one wish away Your ever ever after Ever ever ever after (I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss) Ohhhhh , for ever ever after
Two days SL camp starts tomorrow.Ending it's day on Thursday.Then Friday will come. Today i spent most of my time at home going out only to my grand's house. This morning something happened.Something that i'd never wished it'll happened but i did.
Selfish choice made. Someday you'll know.
You meant so much.So much so that i can't do what you've been wanting me to do.Why must you leave me to tear again.Apologies now don't even make sense now.What do you want to change?!Texted you but to no avail.I'm seeing nothings good in the state that we are now.Curfew me to stop texting you??,Calling you??,Talk to you??,Even ask you about your day??. I can't do them! Past few days i've been never myself.Is it you.Maybe.You knows best.
Sunday, October 5, 2008 Shish..think from yesterday onwards i'll juz put a title for each post and you guys go figure out how it'll refelct on how am i feeling or going through today.
Shall end today's post with a mini snap from the movie and of coz the main point is the song: "Slipping through my fingers". Just listen to the lyrics it's evergreen.
Slipping Through My Fingers
Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness And I have to sit down for a while The feeling that I'm losing her forever And without really entering her world I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter That funny little girl
Slipping through my fingers all the time I try to capture every minute The feeling in it Slipping through my fingers all the time Do I really see what's in her mind Each time I think I'm close to knowing She keeps on growing Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table Barely awake, I let precious time go by Then when she's gone there's that odd melancholy feeling And a sense of guilt I can't deny What happened to the wonderful adventures The places I had planned for us to go (Slipping through my fingers all the time) Well, some of that we did but most we didn't And why I just don't know
Slipping through my fingers all the time I try to capture every minute The feeling in it Slipping through my fingers all the time Do I really see what's in her mind Each time I think I'm close to knowing She keeps on growing Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture And save it from the funny tricks of time Slipping through my fingers
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
You know this song it's lyrics are just so great and goes really well with the music.Second time when i heard this in the movies i almost cried(bet sandra didn't realised it though you're just beside me)
On Friday went to Sarah's house for Raya lunch at her house. As usual i was early and thus gotta wait for the rest to reach. Ohh and we made a movie to Thank Sarah and her parents for inviting us over and letting us draw on their cabinets.
THANK YOU for your food Sarah!!
On October 1st (Hari Raya and Children's Day) Went out with Scondary school gang and had like a simple celebration for Pei Jing.
Had a hair cut too as welland see any difference?? Oh well and below are the food that we've eaten at Hong Kong Cafe. Well only mine and Yanni's but not the rest.
