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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary




























Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Oh, Love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel

And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
Some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you


Saturday


Yesterday was a total Late for everything day.

I woke up late.

Report for Ambass Duty late.

Late for meeting up at Laura's house.

I'm feel kinda sad now not the only reason that Laura's gone to Aust for only six days for now but also i feel
so lost
draining of emotions
aimless.

Each day i go to school for the sake of going to school. No feelings, emotion, robotic. That's how i have been feeling since unkown when. But yea. a Song for you guys to hear during the weekends.



Perhaps Love - Jheena Lodwick




Best part is. I think i'm falling sick and Practicals and Common Tests are soo freaking close !! DAMN IT

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12:08 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009
才知道 那都是真的 爱是真是存在 心的天 雨的夜 品尝的语言 在茫
茫 宁愿不摇动 你温暖的快慰 让爱来 让爱走 让你让心都受痛

我想哭但是哭不出来 等到思念像海 连我我而爱已不在 你却忘了离开 没
有泪流下来 我哭了爱才不会回来 我会怎么等待 舍不得已春去秋来 在你的爱之外
我在那里存在

才知道 那都是真的 爱是真是存在 心的天 雨的夜 品尝的语言 在茫
茫 宁愿不摇动 你温暖的快慰 让爱来 让爱走 让你让心都受痛

我想哭但是哭不出来 等到思念像海 连我我而爱已不在 你却忘了离开 没
有泪流下来 我哭了爱才不会回来 我会怎么等待 舍不得已春去秋来 在你的爱之外
我在那里存在

我爱就爱 错就错 为你爱 为爱等待 我想哭 哭不出来 我想哭但是哭不出来 等到思念像海 连我我而爱已不在 你却忘了离开 没 有泪流下来 我哭了爱才不会回来 我会怎么等待 舍不得已春去秋来 在你的爱之外我在那里存在 你的爱之外 我该不该等待


Today's a Wednesday. Real Blue one though.

Woke up late leading to not attending lecture again.
Then had tutorial.
and the duty at J.S.S. with Mars. and Stella.

after duty went back to school and meet up with Sandra and head back together.

don't know why once again today i feel lonely lost alone again


Thomas Haynes Bayly says " Absence makes a heart grows fonder"

What do you think guys??
For me sometimes it does but when it's too long a wait.
It'll turn from fonder to frantic insecure worried

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12:18 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009
Eh updating la~..Aiyo..OBANSAN LEHH ..

That's a reply for Sandra. hurhurhur


Anyway today it was another monday.

With NSL practical lesson to start with
Followed by 2 freaking long hours of break
  • Had Ban Mian
  • Went to slack at CC basement
  • Got scolded my the infamous aunty for sitting there
  • we shifted to another place
Then we had NS5 lecture.
Boring as usual but important infos just keeps pouring in.

Soon School ended. Just like that.
Then went to accompany Sandra and off we go to have Dinuch??

Went to meet up with Huilu who was alrdy at T.1 ( i know the stupidest name for a mall S'pore's mall management can come up with) then i picked the bottom for her and sandra picked the top for her.
Wanna know what we picked and why we were picking clothes for her ??




Stay Tuned and read tomorrow's post guys!


PS. Thank You Mee for your Ba Chiang tomorrow =D hahah

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10:32 PM


It was a Sunday spent.

Hello. Monday.

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12:19 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009
Friday.

Today a friday and a short day in school. Did a class test on NURM. Hmm Guess i'll probably die or have a just pass grade. =X

Anyway, Clubbing am i going. So yup will drink like i've not drink for years.

I'm now wondering how my weekends will be for me this week.

I'm Scared Terrified Confused.



I'm just thinking back i've not felt so lost for some time alrdy. This time i'll try and strive till the last. Coz i really think of you as the one. the one and last one?

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7:40 PM


Thursday.

Today's again another Thursday. An ordinary in the facade but not very in the inside. From my perspective view of this day.

I know this is an old song but pls take time and listen. The title is "Arthur's Theme (Best That You Can Do)".
Lyrics are here if you are lazy to listen. Just read makes me feel a little comforted.

Once in your life you find her
Someone that turns your heart around
And next thing you know you're closing down the town
Wake up and it's still with you
Even though you left her way across town
Wondering to yourself, "Hey, what've I found?"

When you get caught between the Moon and New York City
I know it's crazy, but it's true
If you get caught between the Moon and New York City
The best that you can do ......
The best that you can do is fall in love

Arthur he does as he pleases
All of his life, he's mastered choice
Deep in his heart, he's just, he's just a boy
Living his life one day at a time
And showing himself a really good time
Laughing about the way they want him to be

When you get caught between the Moon and New York City
I know it's crazy, but it's true
If you get caught between the Moon and New York City
The best that you can do .....
The best that you can do is fall in love

When you get caught between the Moon and New York City
I know it's crazy, but it's true
If you get caught between the Moon and New York City
The best that you can do .....
The best that you can do is fall in love

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12:00 AM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Today is a Tuesday.

Lessons today wern't very sleep affective. =D

In fact today all the lessons were helpful in enriching knowledge. =D haha

Ended with another movie that i've watched.. Star Trek was another great moive!! And i've only spent 6.50 on it..for a two hours show..how much more worth it can it be.. =]
The charactors were prety good in their forte as well.
Overall another worth-spending-your-money-to-watch-movie..


ANYWAYS..Everyone is freaking out about Thursday's NS5 Class test..

so am i.

11:12 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

This picture.
What does it tells you?
Serenity? Perfection? Clam-ness?


Another picture that i took when i was over at Brisbane.
Was taken from the window where i had stayed in.


Today is a Monday.
Wonder why am i typing a post so early in the evening?
It's probably because i have really nothing better to do. Tried all the applications on F.B. and have ended school.

Talking about school.
Sometimes i think words that people use are really hurtful. They might not noticed it but people on the other side does. And when they do it just spoils their day or even their mood for that period or time.

Sometimeseven the sligtest misconception leads to think far more than a mere misunderstanding. Which therefore leads to being emotional and sadness and full of thoughts that might or might not come true.
Agreeable ??


Today is Monday.
Thursday is what i'm looking forward to.
So Monday..
Shoo~
Be gone fast and swift.

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5:38 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009
Today's a lazy sunday man..

Talking about what happened yesterday first..

Woke up and went to meet Sandra for X-men..The actors and the whole story was great. =) Talking about a worth while 10 bucks movie this is one of which totally makes your money worth spending when your weekends are toatlly out of programme.

Walked aimlessly with her till 6 plus.. Thoes few hours i really felt total waste thou Sandra thinks that it's been a long time since we've done this kind of aimless walking around town..And also we did some talking about r/s. Having the word Trust seems to be one of the words that revolves round not forgetting Honesty and Care.

Then after MUCH walking up and down Orchard i went to meet up with Laura, Nikk, Dict, Momojojo, Chi and Jerms. We then went to settle our dinner at Burger Kings at Cine. =) Then off we went to watch Angels and Demons. =) Whao the moive was awesome too..The places where they did the filming was really eye opener. =)

Then after that Chill-ing at Doby's Plaza Sing's Starbucks..Then went back reaching home only at 1am in the morning..

Now for today..Sunday,

Woke up 12 hours after my sleep then went straight to stare at my laptop all the way till in the evening. and now i'm back home and still i'm staring at this screen. ^^

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9:53 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009
nos·y or nos·ey (nō'zē)

adj. nos·i·er, nos·i·est Informal
  1. Given to prying into the affairs of others; snoopy. See Synonyms at curious.
  2. Prying; inquisitive.
nos'i·ly adv., nos'i·ness n.


This word shall be the word for this post of mine today.

Well today school was really sucky. lessons were too overrated. Infomation were just too much to digest that till now i feel like vomiting. Waking up at 6 and end school 12 hours later has always been so fuilfiling. Tired from school, from being worried, from lessons maybe bcoz today was really sucky!!

To start things off..It rained this morning. Real bad. Which totally blends in the mood i was feeling when i was up this morning. Adding oil to the fire i missed the shuttle to school. Then was two freaking hours of CT lecture followed by NS5 lecture in the same lecture hall !! Geez.. Can't the lecturers book better lecture halls.. Then it was tutorial for NS5 followed by break and then NSL.. that was basicially Thursday everyone.

I SO Love Thursdays.

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11:14 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009





Guys..I'm back. and for those who have been really reading my blog since i've stopped..Sorry for not updating my life over here virtually.

Well i've just came back from HK since Monday. And today's already Wednesday..Time files huh..Tomorrow's Thurs.. another day which brings the wonderful Friday closer to me..and then Weekends..Did i ever mentioned how much i love about weekends ??

I Love Weekends !!

In case some of you who hasn't know how i felt about HK.. I shall say apart from the horrible Tour-guide that brought and spoilt the whole of Saturday for me every other thing was fine.. The food , scenery , place of accomodation and the weather they were all just nice. Maybe like some of my friends have said " It's the type of people you go with..."

School today was kinda like a nonsense-waste-of-time partly cause of the module that was in the timetable today.Secondly is probably cause i was anticipating going out with that person but then was again being turned down bcoz of some unfinished stuff. Sigh! I can't help by feeling unsecure as the day goes by.. (Miranda Sorry that i can't tell you who this is but don't worry i'm fine.)


For that U.
I know you don't have my blog link and all. But there are just so many thing that's in me that i want to tell you, share with you, laugh with you and the list prob will just fill up the rest of the post. Anyhoots, i have been wanting to go out with you these few days after my this HK trip was because i miss you. Horrible as i felt when i was away from this cosy country. Unsecure was what i felt everywhere and everytime when i think of you. Hope these few days of ours will pass real fast..So that we can meet up again real soon. I really Miss You. Do you ?

Demi Lovato Don't Forget Lyrics:
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret (Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
you've forgotten
About us



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9:52 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009
Thanks to last Saturday's Sentosa getaway. I ended up with burns all over me. Looking like a lobster from the back and a red-indian face from the front. Geez..

But all in all it's so much fun. Thankz to my insistance of wanting to be in a diferent circle of frens (though i complained alot to Nages,Sheryl,Jefter and Sandra)

Meeting Jie Rou, Yu Xuan and this guy who's name is called "Hanky" plus two more frens who were "Stanly" and "Amigous" was a pure fun, lame-ness and totally chinese environment.

It was really like an international outing bcoz there were people from Malaysia, Indonesia, China and lastly Singapore. =D haha

My God!!


Sunday for today was all about studying NS5 because of the stupid class this week. =\

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11:24 PM

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