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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Friday, October 23, 2009
Friday.
23rd October 2009
Friends.
Where are they when you need them.
When you are not in need of them they seem to appear like nobody's business.
Rotting at home soon to be decompsed.
Tried tried and tried till i'm tired. Labels: F* IT
4:44 PM
A swim.
A haircut.
A time spend with Sandra.
A Thursday's done.
12:28 AM
A swim.
A haircut.
A time spend with Sandra.
A Thursday's done.
12:28 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Sunday 18th October 2009
Exactly one week after i last posted on this blog.
Last Friday was awesomely good time spent with Affable. I'm already missing it while typing this.
No celebrations or whatsoever just plain having fun and getting loose.
Came back in an awfully early time of the night and got scolding. Oh wells. Parents.
Then Saturday came sliding in. When i just thought it'll be a bad one. Turns out to be a direct opposite. Having a time alone for a long period was not that bad. Having Jazzical and just me time seems to fly.
Then there was this time when i felt the feeling coming rushing through my veins all coming back to me again.
But then i guess it's for that night.
Soon Sunday came by. Fast as it might always be but had an eventful programmes that was laid. Had some achievements though. Ran with Michelle and i improved my 2.4 timing! =)
Just the thought of having another one week more of holidays just seems to have everything settled nicely. =)
Use Somebody. This song. Awesome!! =)
Not forgetting that i miss Laura, Sandra, and many more. =)
*Smile*Labels: Fridays, Saturdays, Sundays.
10:58 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Just when i thought it's over.
I came right back up to me.
11:55 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
Today Marks the end of attachment.
Attained a Grade A for attachment this time round. =)
Completed all the skills that has to be signed as well.
Also it's the Third day i'm feeling unwell due to the freaking two burgers that my sister got from Bangkok.
and I just vomitted just now, should i say small amount (yes it's small amount)
As you can see that this time my attachment was a pretty awesome achievement to attain. But still i don't feel that great about it. Coz i'm currently not feeling very well. Here are the photos that were taken today:
 
Take Last night.
You had a call to me when i was in the mist of doing smth during my shift.
Then there was this emergency for ETT insertion for this newly transferred patient.
It just makes me feel how vunerable life is. Why can't people like youreself treasure someone who cares all out for you and looks after you. Why take me for granted and take me as someone whom you think is disposable when you're no longer in need of.
Then this morning another case of death. The once funny,joyful,kind hearted old granny passed away this early morning. I can still vividly remembered those words she described me as similar to her kids.
Two emergency cases just when this six weeks come to a stop. It just shows how life is for me.
Photos is the topic today.
I guess i've used this before. You know the song Photo by Ryan Cabrera? It's on repeat mode now. The words, melody, song. Just brings back fond memories from the past and the current.
From the very first one to you the one. I see myself falling each time trying very hard to pic myself up. Till now. I'm just tired. Physically drained, Mentally exhausted, Emotions rushing.Labels: Past Current Photos.
11:17 PM
Monday, October 5, 2009
Monday. 5th October 1009
Last Week of attachment.
Just when attacment is drawing to an end.
I've just getting used to the way things works there.
I went to the max today. Taking charge of 4 cases. Though one was for discharge but it was afterall challenging. Seeing myself being occupied every minute. It has once again made me change my mind of being in this profession.
As the time,hours,minutes and seconds passed. I don't feel that i'm in need of you anymore.
Is this what you've asked for?
Labels: Mondays Monday
11:16 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Today's Thursday.
1st October.
Happy Children's Day.
NAPFA Test.
Today was well what can i say.
Depressing??
Coz i was being scolded and i couldn't meet what i've aimed.
Tired??
NAPFA drains you inside out to add it on there's an eight hour of attachment after that.
Lonely??
I'm in the most down day today. I felt i was emotionally beaten, struck to the ground just fallen.
Where are you when i needed you the most of all times now. Do i really deserves this treatment from you?
I'm tired from everthing.
Really tired.
10:58 PM
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