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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary




























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Monday, August 25, 2008

We were at Marina Square watching the fireworks under the rain..Contradicting huh~?


Don't wanna even talk abt this resturant.. " TEIR SERVICE SUCKS TO THE CORE" I even had to resort to Garang in front the waiters..See how bad it was.


This was the T-shirt that i tried.. it's great right ?!! and know what it's purple colour know.. Think it's the first Purple colour top that i've liked !!


This was the resturant that Jennifer and I went.. It's called Serenity and it serves Mediterranean Food..


Take note of the name for this drink.. ^^,


This was what both Jennifer and I had

This is called Zombie..


Well juz to update you guys for the past few days..i hav been spending most of my time outside.

On Friday i went to sell mooncakes afterwards went to watch a movie..

On Saturday went to sell mooncakes as well but then went to watch fireworks with Sandra

On Sunday went out with Sarah in the afternoon, tried a t-shirt from Zara and we both fell for it !!! and then Dinner with Jennifer.

AYE !!

Think i'll let the pictures do the talking. =)



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6:58 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008
When you see this pic what feeling do you get ?? Or like me you feel motivated?? Haha.. Juz a random picture that i've taken but i find it VERY VERY meaningful. Don't you guys agree with me? =)

Today i was reading through this e-mail that Cynthia had sent me It has jokes as well as lesson that you can learnt from them pretty interesting.

Also today i did quite alot of things. I:
Woke up,
Used the computer,
Went to magic mop the house
after that went to mop,
Hanged the bedsheets that was in the washing machine
then went to polyclinic to consult a doctor for my condition of my skin and spent 30 over dollars.


Tomorrow i'll be going to work at Taka selling mooncakes again. Hope to take a pictures or two.. HAHA !!

Anyway took some pictures while i was studying for my examz the past few days they are you can say comical pictures and i can't believe i even wrote them myself. Take a look:





That's all for today i guess. Work will be the only thing that i'll be doing for the next two days before meeting up with Sarah on Sunday afternoon and Yashoda in the evening for dinner. =D

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8:09 PM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
If any of you have noticed. Today is 20-08-2008 if you remove the dash it's be 20082008.. =D Can you guys get what i'm trying to get now.

Anyway, exams are finally over!!! So holidays are here.. But i'm starting my attachment next week.. Woots~ Going to CDC first then afterward will be IMH.. Due to many bad grades for my attachment i've decided and i'm going to be more serious and hav a more professional outlook so that i'll get the grades that i've always wished for.
For the past few days when i was studying i was almost dying each time trying to hope that the notes will be stuck in my head long enough for me to purge out for the exam papers. There were times while i was doing the papers and i felt like quitting Nursing. But then now all has ended. Finally.

I'll be working selling mooncakes this time round again. So i guess if any of you have any fancy of getting mooncakes you guys hav to support the company that i'm working for kayy?? =)

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8:05 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008


Okayy everyone recently i did a survey on handwriting and there are a whole lot of chunk in there so i'll juz highlight all those that are SO NOT JASON !!!

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Welcome Jason Tan, here is your handwriting analysis.

Jason uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jason does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Jason will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Jason is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Jason doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Jason will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Jason believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Jason is not facing something going on in his life today. He is deceiving himself about it. Often, Jason's opinion of himself is different than those around him. This trait gives Jason the ability to deny anything that does not agree with his "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Jason not to face some reality in his life at this time.

Jason can be defiant. He sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way he is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which he thinks are infringing upon his freedom of action.

In reference to Jason's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Jason slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jason can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jason is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Jason basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Jason will take action on his thoughts. He is positive that his views are correct for him. He has the ability to seem as if he is positively correct when answering a question, even if he does not have the slightest idea of the answer. Jason displays a self-confidence that makes everyone else sure he is correct. He is positive of his own views, but not necessarily stubborn.

Jason is very self-sufficient. He is trying not to need anyone. He is capable of making it on his own. He probably wants and enjoys people, but he doesn't "need" them. He can be a loner.

Jason is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Jason 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

Jason is selective when picking friends. He does not trust everyone. He has a select group of people that are truly close to him, usually two or three. He is careful when choosing his inner circle of friends.

Jason has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Jason exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Jason allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Jason has a vivid imagination.

Jason has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Jason's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Jason has regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Jason is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Jason has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Jason fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Jason has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Jason just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Jason finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

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12:28 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

You will when you believe.

I want one moment in time.

Give me one moment in time.

The first paper has ended yesterday. Some felt that it was a managable paper others like me thought it was a total hell of a paper. But oh wells it's one paper being conqured and done over with. No more worries anymore for it to return. *Keeping fingers crossed* Till the results come will be the day the truth be told.

Also i've noticed that i received a mail from the school regarding being chosen to be involved in the F1 Singapore Grandprix and
Overseas trips.

The mesage is as follows:

Dear Students,

Please note that you have been selected for the F1 Singapore Grandprix and Overseas trips based on your conduct, good behaviour and confidence instilled in us that you have shown marked improvement. Do take note that you are representing NP and Singapore. You will be closely monitored during the coming Clinical Attachment for your behaviour and attitude.

If there is any misconduct and unprofessional behaviour resulting in complaints from the clinical areas you will be immediately disqualified to go on the overseas trips and the F1 race.

Thank you,

Organisers of the F1 Race & Health Sciences Overseas Trips.

I'm having a little of reservations myself on if this is a for-real mail or is it a spam that's been in student's mail box. This makes me ponder.

Anyways Tuesday's second paper also means the second last paper that i'll be taking (YAYness for it !!) In the meantime back to mugging..

Wanna give greatest Thanks to Sandra who has accompanied me the whole of yesterday's evening without complaining at all. You know i love you girl !! =)

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3:27 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008
Tomorrow's the first paper..
Tomorrow's the starting of the exams..
Tomorrow i'm going to puke out all of NS3 that i've been memorising the past few days..
Tomorrow's Friday (End of the week)
Tomorrow's after today..



Finally done with all my writings for my NS3 notes !! (YAY)

Going to take a real break after tomorrow's paper and ENJOY first before going back to Mugging..

I'm SO going to do my Best tomorrow !! ^^

Juzt give me one moment in time..

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8:55 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Happy

Some may define it as delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing OR characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy OR favored by fortune; fortunate or lucky OR apt or felicitous, as actions, utterances, or ideas. They all linked to this five letter word which forms H-A-P-P-Y. Like many other words it may vary in different forms here are as such: joyous, joyful, blithe, cheerful, merry, contented, gay, blissful, satisfied, favorable, propitious; successful, prosperous.


Well the reason why i wanted to define the word Happy is simply because i need to be happy. Thou today i passed my retest for my BCLS retest supposedly i don't dare to say i'm not happy but it's not the kind of happy that i've been wanting or anticipate. Also met my long-time-lost primary-tuition friend at the lift lobby today.Was surprised to have met her thou she lives juz 8 levels below my grandma's unit but we seriously rarely meet each other.Had some exchange of words "Bye , See you soon. Take care" and off we went back to each other's life.

Two more days to the first paper for this end of semester exams. Nursing Science 3 will be the first paper.Nursing Science 4 follwed by Psychology and Sociology..Sigh~ Juz hope that they'll all be done and over with fast enough. Guess i shall stop here then..Back to studying~

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1:34 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008
Finally gotten Greeen now's into concentration of Studying studying and more studying..

iPod(Greeen)
Lecture notes
Spongey Brain
Water
Pens


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8:05 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008
Today's the tenth of August.

the celebration is over..
the fun has ended..
the hard work has been paid off..
the great day has passed..
Now's back to the normal mundane days of life..

today everything seems to be juzt as normal..Nothing to celebrate,nothing to be happy about,nothing but to study..
Some has holiday tomorrow other like me have to mug for examz that are approaching..
While we bury ourselves with the lectures and taking down notes that will hope they'll stay till the papers come and then we vomit all the infomation out others will be enjoying themselves outside..
As much as i want to type out the mood that i'm in the colour of the words shall do the talking..
Tomorrow i'll be going down to collect my iPod Classic (2nd ver) thou it's a long and antique unit but anyways i'll still hav to thank Yashoda for her generous donation to me..
It was $153 for a new unit thou..


What a post Jason..Wonder why am i even bother to type out this post man~

Am i just everyone's best friend's alternative ?? I don't want !! I want to be everyone's best friend.. =(( Why am i feeling this way..Even i don't know why..

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4:36 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008
HAPPY
43rd
NATIONAL
DAY
SINGAPORE !!!


For today being a patrotic this is this year's theme songs.. From Hardy: Shine for Singapore..

Shine for Singapore - Hady Mirza



These few days have been really fun and busy as well..it's such a pity that they juz seemed to pass so fast in a flash..

Thou now i'm free from all project presentations the scary yet short part of examz are on the way..Sigh!!

Still i hav to Thank Nages and Sheryl for the past two days out with you guys..and a Belated Happy Birthday to you Prisca !!! May All your dreamz and wishes come true !!!

Had BCLS theory test yesterday and to thought it was easy pesy..but who knows it turned out that i hav to go for a retest on next Wednesday.. SIGH

Before the pictures




That fabulous day out with you two !!








Prisca's Birthday..

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5:03 PM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008
5th August

Theory Test for Nursing Skills DONE !!!

Nusring Science 3 Presentation DONE !!!


Hopefully tomorrow's presentation on Nursing Science 4 will be fine~ =)

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1:33 PM

Monday, August 4, 2008
4th August

Today went to school for two whole hours of lesson then a five hour break..Then another two hour of lecture..So my classmates








And last of all.. I've lost my MP3 !!! =((( Does this mean it's a sign for me to get an iPod Classic ??



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1:52 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008
3rd day of August..

Another week has passed. Too many things that's happening this week..and they are making me very rushy and irrtating. So i would like to firstly apologise to all those frens out there who has been scolded by me for not handing up your part to me on time. I really guess i didn't try and put myself in your shoes trying to know what you're going through.

NSL test and Nursing Science 3 presentation on Tuesday, Nursing Science 4 presentation on Wednesday and lastly BCLS Theory Test on Friday.

To make things worst Examz are here to stay.. and i hav not even start on what ppl wld say revision..I hate it !! Coz i really really, truly,dying,desperately want to do really well since last year's examz onwards..I can juz wished for them now..and trying to put in much effort for now..

As much as what i've expressed in the prev para..i want to let-go and be free from school,stress,projects and examz..i want to go out there and hav shopping therapies !!! But i'm now restricted but the shortage of cash..

You can now say Jason's life is so so ironic people..So ironic and contradicting that i'm so tried of living it..



It's been so long since i've upload song here so here's a first song for Aug..
From the lady who brought you wonderful "No Air" with Chris Brown
I chose this:

One Step at a time-Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[ One Step At A Time lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time




One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks

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7:03 PM





First and foremost before i blog.. juz wanna wish my...................................



GALFREN
ANISZAH
A
BIG
HAPPY
FINALLY
18TH
BIRTHDAY !!!




Some Random pictures that i found in my phone.. =S






This was what i wore on Thurs's presentation on Abortion..








Nurse's day...








Being restrainted ??









Looks kinda like a new fashion icon huh ??









Terrible Angie..








The restraints people..








The wonderful ribbon which Hui Lu tied..








Then we became Power Rangers..







Thankz to Ms Shanti A. for the Chocs she gave us for Nurse's Day







I can wear Prisca's shoes !!!








This was a few shots taken before friday's Outing for Grp 2










Then TA DAH !!! Here they are.. Photos of only food..










Well and today went to study in Suntec city..







In the evening..A pre-birthday celebration for my cousin..









Not her that is..




L-O-V-E

Overrated,Selfish,Demanding,Possesive,You.

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12:31 AM

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