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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Monday, August 31, 2009
It's Alright It's Ok!!
Today's the first day of the 6 weeks rotation of Surgical and Medical Ward.
and I'm already dreading it since the night before.
As attachments starts i hope I'll have more time to spend with you.
With much misses, loves and thoughts of you makes me feel like wanting you every moment. Imagine now's only holiday. What if school starts?! And your CCA resumes?? I'm gonna be so shit!!
I've gotta be BE. =)
Anyways the people I'mma working with are new, old, never-worked-before going to see how it's gonna turn out!!
Faster be back from outside!! I wanna see talk and hear you!!Labels: MISSES
11:33 PM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Keep smilin', keep shinin'
I'm hoping i'm doing that now.
12:12 AM
Friday, August 28, 2009
Have you wondered how you lived your life ?!
Have you wondered why you live your life this way ??
Have you wondered if it is supposed to be this way ??
Have you....
This is the topic that i'm going to blog on tonight. I know there are lesser people viewing now (not that i have Nuffang like Miranda who tracks people like nobody's business)
This is what i had my mind thinking when i heard the song "That's what friends are for" on the radio. YouTube the next moment i know and found many versions on how it was being sang by one of the most famous four artists. The meaning seems to just never change.
Going onto the topic that i am going to touch on.
"Have You.."
These two words may just seemed to be the beginning of a sentence but they however seem to mean much to people when they think. Me for example.
Have i been a person I'm supposed to be ??
I definately can't answer that well cause I've been so not myself so much that I'm so used to it already. A habit that I'll hate to admit but yes I'm and have changed.
not that i hope i won't want myself to appear again but i think things change for a reason things happen for a reason as well.
"Have i stop thinking ?"
This is probably a question I'll ask myself every time when i get emotional. the answers is definately a big no no! well simply cause too many things have and has happened to me. So much so that I've learnt to be a hermit crab. A hermit crab that puts on a mask and going desperate on things that i want to have really badly to keep by my side.
"have you ever wonder why things don't go your way??"
I always have this as my issue!! not that i would dread to have but it's just sometimes when you are low and sad and alone. This questions for the simples problem in me just arise like Tsunami (yes it's that bad !! ) why is it still happening when you've promised?! Why am i still clinging onto you when I'm so unsure about you at all. Why why why why?! Is this why it should be happening?! I don't know. I really Don't know.
Don't Cry Out Loud.
Listening to this song has a real big meaning to guys mann i say!!
We are hurt sometimes but we can't and told "Don't Cry Out Loud" because we're guys. Whao!! I think that person who invented such a phrase is real Man Man!
I can't help but i think it has be drill-ed into boys-turning-guys that when sad things happen we don't cry. (for me I'll force myself to =X ) But sometimes it just comes naturally. like I'd like it to happen now. But i just won't listen. Hate it!
No Boundaries
These two words brings really a HUGE meaning to many things. (so does the song!!)
I've tried to tell myself each time when I'm on a new relationship I'll have to give that person freedom. Easy as i may type and say but never an easy peasy tasks that i can execute. I mean i really really wants it to happen but doesn't it ?! I then came to a partial conclusion that maybe it's the trust that I've not been gotten enough. Something that contributes a factor into being in a relationship.
Sometimes people forgets about their promise-s made.
No Surprise.
Labels: Food For Thoughts
12:05 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
it's another pair of weekends that have ended.
I spent my day today reading writing notes. But i guess it's still not up to the standards yet. I guess i can push myself even more. I'll start from tml to exercise the regime of studying for this friday's paper and the follwing monday's paper.
GudNight World !
11:47 PM
when you look back the days and months you realised that time really files.
Especially when you are so F-ed up in school. With so many mountains of major projects that you have to rush and complete. And when you have done so. The exams rush into your world like an express train. Totally knocking you off guard.
Today i was talking to one of my Friends on the phone. she mentioned that" eh you this few days seemed to be uninterested in playing facebook already hor ? "
To her question my answer was a polite " no man i'm just......busy"
Wonder why people including me uses the word "Busy" as an excuse so much that it has become a part of MY life in this case. I guess it's not only i truth that people would use it to not attend or even be involved in something. But sometimes it's the people or the environment i would say are just so ignorant?? navie?? gossipy ?? I really don't know or should i say understand why are there existance of such clan of people who just don't have their own lives to live. I mean it's a truth of my PERSONAL LIFE and why should i let you know?! It's prerogative to want others to know of my life or not. You don't go around asking people or for YOUR case FORCING people to add you just because you're curious about my relationship with that person. GROW UP!! If if you don't get the way you want it. Oh happily bitch about it on the web, leave messages all over people's wall. Shish!! You know you may be all ''powerful'' in ''influcencial'' now. But hey KARMA does happen ok. You people are just living the blossom period of the time only. Till that day when you witter and dies down. I won't wished to even be anywhere near or contactable from you.
I guess this post is not really a post. i supposed. Many things has happened around me. I'm trying to just not let people around me know too much nowadays unless necessary. Even the closest is/are not being awared of. I just hope that this will remain. Coz i'm sicked of tell a handful of you things which i have to repeat again and again.
Friends come and Go.
Realtionship comes and i'll never let go.
You? I keep you close.
Live my life live yours.Labels: Do you believe
12:52 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
 Credits Google for the picture above.
Happy 44th Birthday Singapore !! Without the exsistance of you. I don't know where will i be man! Like i'm so patriotic to be a Singaporean though i don't really tell people that but i'm so so proud to be a Singaporean. =) once again i'll always not miss the fireworks after the performances. I just hope this year will be nicer than the last. Though i have people telling me it has dropped standards.
P.S.
I'm still here though..Didn't went to watch fireworks neither did i left the house or een watched the telecaste from the tv. This year i think the fireworks must be really awesome!! Not forgetting the performances too.. =(
Now about our own birthday. My next birthday will fall on the days of torture! It'll be in the mist of PRCP.. My stupid ridiculous 6 months attachments in CGH. I was just telling Sandra how sucky and sadd i'll be when that day comes.. She happily say Bo Bian. WLE!! haha
Anyway i think i've mentioned before there only a few days that i live for in life.
1) My Birthday
2)Chinese New Year
3)Christmas Day
Yea..These are the three days..The rest are just nothing to me. (apart from another person's birthday that is =P ) haha
Oh and For Valentine's it's not a day i'd lived for but a day where i'll be giving more love to myself and my partner. =) hehe..
I'm still in the mist of excuting this freaking assignment of mine that has to be handed up by this week's Wednesday.. Sigh that's why it's partly why i can't go for the Fireworks as well..Oh well..it's back to slogging again..
Labels: si shi si shen ri kuai le
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