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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
I'm just afraid of it now.
9:32 PM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Like maybe i am having a crush on you. But it doesn't mean you can shaft me with questions. So what if you're a girl. I was irrtated by your questions after questions just when we're about to confirm details about today. I asked for 4 and you wanted 730. Then you mentioned that you can't go out alrdy coz you're broke. What do you want me to do then ? You have got my think like ALOT last night when i was with Nikk, Laura, Thoma, Nic and Jeremy. Just imagine if i wasn't with them I'll probably be awkward weird in texting and won't be even texting you like how i texted you last night. I'll be impatient and asking plenty of questions till you're irritated of wanting to meet up with me.
Oh wells. Is this the reason why guys turn to guys instead? Girls like you are just so so hard to pleased and want what you want. I woke up this morning and i asked myself why is this so ?
Heck Care i'm just going to see how this evening goes. If it's coffee talk that you want ultimately Bring It On! I can handle whatever you want and demand Girl. =PLabels: All About You
12:19 PM
Friday, January 29, 2010
So it's the early hours of a Friday and it's the last day being in the Operating Theatre. Well i'd just like to say a Big Thank You to the CI that was with us this whole two weeks. Because if it isn't her i wouldn't have scrubbed twice like what i've wanted and wished, we wouldn't know how the OT works. Sorry for all the sleeping episodes that i've given you =D haha OT is such a conduscive enviroment to lie down anywhere and sleep.
With a someone in my head everyday and thinking about it just makes my day my day.
An anticipated Weekend is coming. Can't wait!! Labels: Freaking Awesome Friday
12:50 AM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Life.
11:13 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
Today. Got Posted to G/S OR. Saw the first case and it was just totally filled with Breast Lump Excisions and One Breast Mastectomy.It was kinda eye opening for me.Becoz it's the first time I'm seeing an op that's gotta do with Breasts.To add oil to the fire there's a Mastectomy!I was totally taken aback at how big they can be.
Then i had a chance to scrub a case of Removal of Lump at the Chin.It was kinda simple case though it was the preparation that was kinda tedious Little.When i was out in the room already the little boy reminded me of how i underwent a chin surgery when i was younger in age.But mine was definitely due to a fall from stone-d chairs.It was a short period of recollection that came into my mind.Oh and the Surgeon was a Female Reg. Which totally gave me a great chance to start my first scrub case with a Reg. How Honourable! Anyway Scrubbing is kinda fun.Nothing to be afraid of like how i thought of before i actually did the real thing. Totally worth giving myself another two more tries if time permits the next week.
Read J's Blog today again after telling me that he's dating someone else recently like two days back.I was at first damn emotional,sad,disappointed.Reproached myself again and again after seeing that msn mesage.Worst when i saw his photo with that guy he's been going out with and how much he can relate to the other guy.I'm sorry but i turned green just now and i think i will be green till i find another someone or till Monday comes where B will be back. Oh wells. Screw My Life!Labels: SML
12:00 AM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Operation In Progress
So it's gonna be in a coop-ed up area for this two weeks.Though we get to wear scrubs.With a price of unable to be out and change fast enought for our breaks.So it's packet food all the way for the next 7 days more.
Fully air-conditioned and cold like a Fridge.It's kinda the feeling of getting freezed.
So the first day i started off being in a OR for Orthopediac.As much as i'd like to describe how the situations were like i don't wanna remember them.It was just bloody, unexpected, amazing.So i saw a case of a Bilateral Femur # so they had to insert implants to both legs. Which consist of many drillings, mallot hittings and Screwlings. Not forgetting PLENTY of X-ray-ings!!
Second day was posted to DSOT for G/S.AS it's DS there were just surgeries like Removal of Haemarroids & Lymphocye Removal from the back.So it was started off by having Removal of Piles. Major using of the Diathermy Pen and then ending with plenty of Lub and suppository.Then was the removal of Lymphcyes.Lignocaine given at the back to numb the area and then to cutting it began layers after layers it went deeper into the affected area.Then slicing out of the lympocyes which looks really mean to the body.Next as DS suggests it ended in the day so i hopped to another OR and it was some removal of Foriegn item in the ear to make things interesting it's for a convict, so the policemen were in ridiculous suits like spacemen.Though not mush of a Drama but it ended pretty fast.
Third day i'm posted to Uro OR.So there were cases like i've not heard before.For example Laser Cystocithotlpsy & Transureatural Resection of Prostate, Right URS & Laser Lithotopsy, Left Uroteroscopy & Laser Lithotripsy KIV DJ Stent Insertion and lastly Circumcision.So there were just plenty of Bladder washout bags hanging to guide the laser and scopes into the urinary bladder and tract.Doctors used the Microscopic camera to guide them throughout the procedure while they view through a "TV" outside. It was kind of interesting just to standby watching the whole process.Getting to know the names of the procedures just add some fun to the day coz they are foriegn to me?So i'd wanna copy down the names and find them out one day so that i'll learn them.Went to CSSD today as well.Though not as very much cold like the OTs but it's the most slack-est Job in the Whole Hospital i can say.Alot of skills for wrapping is being practiced there.So i've had hands-on to wrap one T&S Set and then we were being "Shoo-ed" up to the OTs.But it was Fun down under.
12:57 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010
Ending the posting for Emergency Department is kinda sad thing for me.Today was just what had to happen.The fun of having adrenaline rush to your head, think on your feet and be alert will just be discovered there and end there. Next two weeks gonna be stuck in OT. Unable to be out for even Break-times only in at 8 and out at 4. Gonna be "out of the world" feeling. But i guess with the bunch of those friends that i'll be having with me in the next posting will be paying off all boredom. Had some thoughts about be future all day this week. Where will i wanna be when i'm out from NS? What to do after i've ORD-ed ? Who i'll be after serving the nation for two years? I'm just loss of words and not knowing how to rewply people when they asks me nowadays.
Tomorrow's a Saturday. I'm hoping it'll start and end well. Not saying that i've been having bad Saturdays but the pasts Saturdays wern't really friendly to me. Otherwise i'll be working in the ward. A day later i'll be meeting Laura and the rest. I'm hoping it'll be another funfilled trip where we'll be spending time together and another memory to be added in our folder. =)
 Credits to Mr Peter. =)Labels: Ending ED Start of OT.
11:10 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Remember those times when you are all alone at home and then a Sad Emotional song plays along in the radio.Next, memories of the old times, relationships and memories plays like a silent black and white movie through your mind.You just feel like having someone besode you.Someone who's dearly in your mind day and night.I'm scared for this feeling called love.Everytime when i think i've felt a tingle of it.I always overdo it expressing it many various ways. When it's really here i avoid it like there's no tomorrow.Recently I've been appearing,acting,behaving unlike the jason that you've known.I'm Sorry.I'm just being bothered by some people whom I've met.They've not been very nice towards me, giving me false hopes and signs.But the thing is I'm just..aye nevermind.
I'm 20 this year as most of the people around have known.Secretly i've once again wished for a stable and long relationship with someone.But I guess as tradition-ed it's going to be forfited like the past years.Summer-love,Spring-dates,Autumn-walks,Winter-Getaways they just doesn't seemed to be applicable to my life.Cause firstly i'm in Singapore ( Summer all year round) and Secondly i'm never attached as much as I'd want myself to be.
Replies that i think i'll never forget:
1. you are not useless. if you look around you, there are so many people who go through the same thing. trying hard to find the right person but there usually never is. because there is only one person in this world for us, and you won't be able to find him/her right away. pets can never give you the kind of love people can.
2. what do you mean jason is appearing again? you are fine being jason. sure, there may be some things you need to change (everyone has) but other than that you should be proud of who you are. you are caring and kind, with no ill-intentions.
3. you know, love isn't everything. is it a must for you to find a partner all the time? esp from places like icq? is it not enough to be contented with the people who already love you, even if they are just friends? why not just take a breather and forget about finding love. Just let love find you.
4. Maybe it's time for change in 2010. why don't you focus on yourself. focus on changing what you dont like about yourself, what you think needs change. focus on doing things for yourself. a hobby, a job, working to get things you want. doing things you want to do.
5. it would really help if you stopped going to those chat places? try that for a month. maybe things might be better?
Thank You to the writer who've told me this. I'm ultimately grateful that i've made friends with you. Loves you!! =) Labels: Nemo GO AWAY
11:32 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
4th Day of the 2010, January
Today another new Posting in a New Department of the Hospital.
The Accident & Emergency Department.
Some of you might just have the images of Grey's Anatomy already flashing in your head.
Some just see images of blood spill everywhere.
For me it's an exciting Department that i've always been wanting to be attached to.
Turned out that it's almost as expected: Fast Paced, Almost Chaotic and Not forgetting Fun! =)
I am just awaiting to be posted to Different Sections inside this Specialised Deparment.
Sections such as Nursing Station,Resus Room, ED OT, Observation Room, ENT Room, Eye Room etc.
Though there are just 10 skills required to be completed in this area i'm already all ready to finished them. ^^,
So Far 2010 Has Been Preetey Fine? I Guess. Apart the fact that there are prone to be some thorns here and there pricking me. *Ouch!!*
By either ways i've still gotta live my life.
Labels: 2010 4th Jan
9:52 PM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Labels: Twenty-Ten
1:25 AM
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