My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Saying i love you is not the words i want to hear from you.
Sometimes i wonder someone or some people is toying with me ? Or rather i feel that way? I mean it's so hard to tell. Espicially when you have made an obvious move to someone but then they don't get the hint. (know what i mean?) It's juat a text mesg from me YES. But ask yourself if you've been thought of or not that's why i texted you or else i wouldn't even be bothered to do so.
Some people are just soo hard to catch. and some when you or they are not your catagory they just come pouring towards you like the rain this afternoon silently but causes inconvenences everywhere.
11:52 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Just a song for memory sake. Just one song. Just a choice. Just this.
In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared
In THE years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry 'CAUSE true love never dies
In a year from now Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other Standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars If only I could stop the world I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye (so say goodbye) But don't you cry 'CAUSE true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into I'll comfort you Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, THOUGH it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every day So say goodbye But don't you cry
Tired from everything. Tired from life. Tired from any relationships and friendships.
I am going to sleep all of them away. Everything seems so complicated nowadays.
~...All of the things that i thought were so easy, Got harder and harder each day...~
Life has been so harsh on me. Cash, people around me..Just seems to have changed. ~...everybody's changing and i don't feel the same...~
Friendships and Relationships have come to an end for me during the past few days. Some even required me to explained some required me to begged it'll never end. But they both ended eventually no matter how much i tried to salvage.
~...Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny...~
Sunday, July 5, 2009 Sometimes people forgets what they promise and they end up not doing it. And to think that they say " i've booked you for it hor, you better be free kay"Whao! How wishful was it to believe that huh. And then the next thing i know you've watched it with some other people.Is it me who've changed or is it you who have changed ?! I don't know. Don't wanna know. Don't wish to know either. Anyways AYG today ended real early! Like whao! Races were all smooth and thank goodness when everything was over it rained. =) *Phew!*And~ Mi Mi was a great company today =D haha..If only we were paired together yesterday..HAHA!!..
Today doing AYG was fun!! Exciting and as well as RELAXING !!
Mmmhmm well i emphasis on the word Relaxing is because. it's really is!
i could even take naps so many times. =D
tomorrow i'm gonna bring along my PDA and storybook. or maybe notes of NSL? =D Hmm..yes i should do just these. haha. Well basically being a medic in this event is for the spectators. but then unfortunately * fortunately there isn't much people to be at such an ulu place to start with to even be there to watch the competition seems more ridiculous. right ?!=)
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 The day where we have go outing without you has arrived. The day where we'll miss you every time when we're together. The day where we'll have to wait till 6 months later before we can see you again. The day was yesterday. Last Night.
We never thought the day would creep up to us so fast.
i'm sorry for crying so badly when Thoma read the letter you had for the nine of us. it was because you meant so much more than a tuition fren, driver, ambassdor senior to me.
I'll always remember the times we had together. The ice-cream talk that we had. The upteen times of ignoring me when i talk nonsenses. The rides that you've given me(Thank You). The times we watched movies with the rest. The late nights of playing L4D. Wow!!
Unknowingly Laura do you know that you've changed my life in every way that's possible. you have become a best fren to mine overnight. Even though we met even before i went into NP and then joined Ambassadors because you told me too. I Thank You seriously from the Very Bottom of my Heart. Laura. I'll miss you truely, badly, deeply.
I'll await the day in December arrives. When we can be hanging together, playing L4D together and gossip together again.
