My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 Two weeks sonce i've came here.
These two weeks have been err.. How should i put it. Erm. i wonderous, unforgettable, memorable weeks that i've spent.
In the absence of studies any other thing cannot go wrong.
TnB camp came first. An ambassadors camp where the year ones get a chance to meet the seniors for the very first time. New friendships have been forge and the start of a new journey for the newbies. With the leadership programme being held, sleeping in an exam hall, welfare sections, a psychedelic dinner and a performance being put up. Nothing more can be compared than that three days that the generations of ambassadors have spent.
Next up was YLC2 Amature for being an Overall in-charge of a camp was a challenge to me. Glad that everything went well from the lodging to the food and the great responds from people here and there. This has been the greatest and the best YLC camp that I've attended and planned. Giving applause to all the people that has helped me in one way or another or has given me assistance. Joyce, Karen, Chia May, Charles and all the SLs that have come forth to helped me Thank You. this camp wouldn't run so smoothly.
Then we have the ever on-going farewell for Laura Heng. Due to this events that have taken place a few people has had some unhappiness but then i just hope that you guys out there know that Laura is someone who's not only a senior ambassador to me, not only a friend to me but someone who's special and unique and my bestest mate so far apart from Sandra that is.
That's what i've been and my life is so far. For those people, classmates and schoolmates i'm sorry that i can't spend my this holidays with you guys but i will try and do my very best to spend more time with you guys.
Time has creeped up on me and i'm learning to treasure each moment.
With people from all locations of Singapore all cluster to one place. It's a total mess!!
With the IT fair reaching it's last day today at the Suntec Conventional Center it's definitely not missing out in any chance to attracts people to go down and get those gadgets.
Well it's not me that's so ridiculous who wants to go down to squeeze with those Aunties and Uncles and parents with prams. It's because my lovely sister of mine wants to get herself a new digital camera. So we rushed like some Kan-Chiong-Spiders from our house to the Fair.
After going through many counters we finally got to get a full redemption of the Camera. Yay!!
Then we went seperate ways and then i went to go for a haircut.. Whao i'm really surprised with the hair-stylist. I SWEAR!! She made me look really different from how i used to look like. For those who know me in person will know that i've always been in the same hairstyle. But this lady from Chapter2 Transformed me !! AHH!! Yes !! Just What i needed for my photoshoot for tomorrow. =)
Anyway if you wanna know how i look like i'll try and snap lots of pictures tomorrow =)
Friday, June 12, 2009 Finally the turmoil is over !!
The days of stressing on which topics to be concentrated on, whether the notes gets through the thick skull or not and also worrying if the Paper will be a killer or not.
Then today finally arrives !! HAHA
Finally lots of sleeping time is here.. and freedom? haha
Not really.
Campz camps and photoshoot coming up. Keeping fingers-crossed that i'll still enjoy this sloe holidays that i'll be having.. =X
Anyway before this place becomes a real wordy blog i shall post some pics :
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 Today's a Wednesday. Middle of a week.
The paper was sucky, felt stupid, totally screwed!!
Well i think this will probably the last time i'm going to go into an examination hall skipping the reading time.
I mean can't lecturers be real angles and give us tips for a Common Test! C'mon if other modules can do so why can't yours? Is it because yours are non-examinable modules ?!
I don't know man. Maybe it's us students who're just not studying hard enough ? But i really did try my best to study and copying down those notes in the lecture.
As i'm typing this thursday arrives. So Hello. Thursday hope that today will be a better yesterday.
Thursday, June 4, 2009 Thursday's entry (Gotta clarify due to someone who's SO blur)
Today's Song of the day thou it wasn't this song that i wanted to put here but anyway it kinda really meaningful from the start of the song. So here you go guys. One of my all time favorites. =) Not forgetting the lyrics as well:
Melee Lyrics - Build To Last Lyrics
I’ve looked for love in stranger places but never found someone like you someone whose smile makes me feel I’ve been holding back and now there’s nothing I can do
‘Cause this is real, and this is good It warms the inside just like it should most of all most of all, It’s built to last It’s built to last
All of our friends saw from the start so why didn’t we believe it too? now look, where we are you’re in my heart now and there’s no escaping it for you
‘Cause this is real, and this is good It warms the inside just like it should but most of all most of all, it’s built to last
Walking on the hills at night with those fireworks and candlelight you and i were made to get love right cause this is real, and this is good it warms the inside just like it should but most of all most of all, it’s built to last
‘Cause you are the sun in my universe consider the best when we felt the worst and most of all, most of all most of all, most of all, most of all. most of all it’s built to last
Bright cold silver moon Tonight alone in my room You were here just yesterday Slight turn of the head Eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change Seems like something's just aren't the same What could I say?
Today ended just as it's supposed to end for a Wednesday. Should it been like this or should it not be like this?? I Wonder..
I need a little more luck than a little bit Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit And every time that I try I get tongue tied I'll need a little good luck to get me by
What do i really need?? Is it someone who'll be by my side? Or Is it someone whom i need to confine when i need??
I need a little more help than a little bit Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time
With no one whom i can turn to now. Staying single and happy is it even possible?
I stare up at the stars I wonder just where you are You feel a million miles away (I wonder just where you are) Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way? (Was it something I did?) Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
If only i can turn back time. If only there's still you beside me, answering me, care about me.
I need a little more luck than a little bit Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit And every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by
Do i really need such things called Chance? Luck? Fate?
I need a little more help than a little bit Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end Don't want to be here again And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again What it takes I don't care We're gonna make it I swear And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again Again
I need a little more luck than a little bit Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit But every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I know it feels like the end Don't want to be here again And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care We're gonna make it I swear And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
The reson why i had the lyrics of this song used as part of my post is because i was walking back from interchange just now and i was totally into this song. I think it's the perfect song in the perfect time of the day or rather night as it sounds better.
Well the blogger is still surviving this ordeal that he's going through. I will survive so can you.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 Finally.. Nursing Science Lab Practical is tomorrow. Don't know about how other people feel abt this but i kinda feel a little relief from it. Because i can finally get a hurdle over and done with it.
Well i kinda gonna get myself stressed up from now onwards because CT is coming knocking on my door real soon. and i got myself involved in the next camp that's coming up. So yupps Much of plannings and work and study to do.
No worries i'll still be trying my best to blog as frequent as possible. =)
Today was well not a bad Monday.
Get to meet Nages to get to and off from school. Talked quite abit with her. Had a two hour lecture for NS5 and then headed home with Nages and then Dinner downstairs with my aunt,cousin and Grandma. =) Really happy about the tiny idea of bringing grandma down for dinner. Because she's most of the time cooped up at home.
Anyways about me being so caught p in work. I kinda realised that i'll be neglecting some people whom i don't wish to even talk to right now and also some whom i'm really missing the hell out of me. I guess this is the way which i can use to concentrate on my studies and all. Keeping Fingers Crossed. I'll Promise that i'll get the recession lunch i will get it.
Monday, June 1, 2009 Today's post is about someone whom i've just ended my call with not along ago.
She says that being a fren for such a period of time. We don't need to know each other so well. -I agree. yes we don't. But the main point is i don't even know you well darling. You know that this person(who just know her not long ago) knows me better than me. -Whao!! A round of applaus for him then. Because he knows you way better than me when you've just met him at such a short notice.
you call me evrytime when you can't sleep -what do i do ?? talk to you. know your ''details'' only on the surface.
when you call to tell me about your troubles -i only know the facade of them. never the true details and nitty gritty of them
you call to tell me you're bored -what do i do? i have to cheep you up, talk to you listen to your ''troubles'' which then again are just the dermis layer of them.
you then tell me things about this person and then another -what can i do? listen and give comments and views about them.Ultimately you'll hav your own stand and then you carry out your own way. then again i see no point in why involve me in the very first place.
When we tell ppl we're soo many years of frens. i beg to wonder if it's even true. because i know you far lesser than the amount of years that we are.
Words. are just one letter at least and i take them as seriously.
