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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
Remember those times when you are all alone at home and then a Sad Emotional song plays along in the radio.Next, memories of the old times, relationships and memories plays like a silent black and white movie through your mind.You just feel like having someone besode you.Someone who's dearly in your mind day and night.I'm scared for this feeling called love.Everytime when i think i've felt a tingle of it.I always overdo it expressing it many various ways. When it's really here i avoid it like there's no tomorrow.Recently I've been appearing,acting,behaving unlike the jason that you've known.I'm Sorry.I'm just being bothered by some people whom I've met.They've not been very nice towards me, giving me false hopes and signs.But the thing is I'm just..aye nevermind.
I'm 20 this year as most of the people around have known.Secretly i've once again wished for a stable and long relationship with someone.But I guess as tradition-ed it's going to be forfited like the past years.Summer-love,Spring-dates,Autumn-walks,Winter-Getaways they just doesn't seemed to be applicable to my life.Cause firstly i'm in Singapore ( Summer all year round) and Secondly i'm never attached as much as I'd want myself to be.
Replies that i think i'll never forget:
1. you are not useless. if you look around you, there are so many people who go through the same thing. trying hard to find the right person but there usually never is. because there is only one person in this world for us, and you won't be able to find him/her right away. pets can never give you the kind of love people can.
2. what do you mean jason is appearing again? you are fine being jason. sure, there may be some things you need to change (everyone has) but other than that you should be proud of who you are. you are caring and kind, with no ill-intentions.
3. you know, love isn't everything. is it a must for you to find a partner all the time? esp from places like icq? is it not enough to be contented with the people who already love you, even if they are just friends? why not just take a breather and forget about finding love. Just let love find you.
4. Maybe it's time for change in 2010. why don't you focus on yourself. focus on changing what you dont like about yourself, what you think needs change. focus on doing things for yourself. a hobby, a job, working to get things you want. doing things you want to do.
5. it would really help if you stopped going to those chat places? try that for a month. maybe things might be better?
Thank You to the writer who've told me this. I'm ultimately grateful that i've made friends with you. Loves you!! =) Labels: Nemo GO AWAY
11:32 PM
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