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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
If there's a record of things that i've not done and i've done.
Today will be ink-ed up.
I went out with a group of gay friends of mine, the thing is they were just pure real friends of which i've actually trusted to go out with. Give me another group of this sort i'll definately reject.
And So you've just read how was my day.
Freakin scared, shocked, almost fainted on the spot.
But then it turned out fine. Nonetheless to say that they bitched BUT with a triggered fact. Other then that it just seemed pretty fun ( I'd say).
Getting a sound system with a cost of 2000 dollars was just something i'll not see myself doing in any future. (MAN!! TMTH)
But it didn't felt so awkward afterall. Heading to the movies afterwards. Watched,Survived (another horror movie) Case 39.
Then the whole time i realised that i was unconciously waiting, waiting and waiting for his message. Message of saying "hi i'm busy but am thinking of you." or "hey i'm doing project now. But have you had dinner? it's getting late" But nevertheless without any thinking he didn't texted or not to even mentioned called. What i got when i get home and showered? A miss call. Which i foolishly rushed for the house phone and called him back. Only to realised it's the same " I'll call you back" Wow. Thankz Man.Then you texted saying we are not for each other coz of my attitude.
Attitude of mine. Am i really so bad? isn't being concern what you need from me? a agree i was harsh. but i get back to you the instant you missed call me. How happy and angry i felt. I wanted to tell you off alittle and told you how much i missed you. Messeges of sorry and of my true colours and feeling are now to texted you. Result? i can't predict.
11:52 PM
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