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My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
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Friday, August 28, 2009
Have you wondered how you lived your life ?!
Have you wondered why you live your life this way ??
Have you wondered if it is supposed to be this way ??
Have you....
This is the topic that i'm going to blog on tonight. I know there are lesser people viewing now (not that i have Nuffang like Miranda who tracks people like nobody's business)
This is what i had my mind thinking when i heard the song "That's what friends are for" on the radio. YouTube the next moment i know and found many versions on how it was being sang by one of the most famous four artists. The meaning seems to just never change.
Going onto the topic that i am going to touch on.
"Have You.."
These two words may just seemed to be the beginning of a sentence but they however seem to mean much to people when they think. Me for example.
Have i been a person I'm supposed to be ??
I definately can't answer that well cause I've been so not myself so much that I'm so used to it already. A habit that I'll hate to admit but yes I'm and have changed.
not that i hope i won't want myself to appear again but i think things change for a reason things happen for a reason as well.
"Have i stop thinking ?"
This is probably a question I'll ask myself every time when i get emotional. the answers is definately a big no no! well simply cause too many things have and has happened to me. So much so that I've learnt to be a hermit crab. A hermit crab that puts on a mask and going desperate on things that i want to have really badly to keep by my side.
"have you ever wonder why things don't go your way??"
I always have this as my issue!! not that i would dread to have but it's just sometimes when you are low and sad and alone. This questions for the simples problem in me just arise like Tsunami (yes it's that bad !! ) why is it still happening when you've promised?! Why am i still clinging onto you when I'm so unsure about you at all. Why why why why?! Is this why it should be happening?! I don't know. I really Don't know.
Don't Cry Out Loud.
Listening to this song has a real big meaning to guys mann i say!!
We are hurt sometimes but we can't and told "Don't Cry Out Loud" because we're guys. Whao!! I think that person who invented such a phrase is real Man Man!
I can't help but i think it has be drill-ed into boys-turning-guys that when sad things happen we don't cry. (for me I'll force myself to =X ) But sometimes it just comes naturally. like I'd like it to happen now. But i just won't listen. Hate it!
No Boundaries
These two words brings really a HUGE meaning to many things. (so does the song!!)
I've tried to tell myself each time when I'm on a new relationship I'll have to give that person freedom. Easy as i may type and say but never an easy peasy tasks that i can execute. I mean i really really wants it to happen but doesn't it ?! I then came to a partial conclusion that maybe it's the trust that I've not been gotten enough. Something that contributes a factor into being in a relationship.
Sometimes people forgets about their promise-s made.
No Surprise.
Labels: Food For Thoughts
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