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Today was the last the last day of attachment.

Inside i feel a sense of sadness that i'm not going to go for attachment on Monday morning anymore till the next holiday. And i feel happy bcoz this means the Real holiday is here !! yay!
We got the ward and LPS a large board and a bunch of fake but wonderfully nice flowers.
I'll put up the picture later on..In the next few post or smth. =)

Anyway, today was great for me.Coz ~ I'm emotion-less.
Today again for a long time i spent pretty alot of money on gifts. Well at least i know i did some Charity. ^^,

And yea.

We're meeting on Sunday again. Yay !! i just can't wait for it to arrive.
I mean despite from what you've told me just moments ago stuffs between you and him.
I agree that i'm sad but i'm not angry with you at all.
In fact why would i be angry with you?
I mean. You'rethe one who has to choose now.
This card or the other card.

I don't know. But i think i'm just numb to such stuffs now.
SO i guess with you or without i think i'll still be me.
But definately with you i'm sure i'll be different coz there's someone more to shower me with love,care and concern. Something which i've been yearning for so long now. I missed those feelings.

Am i still who i used to be ??

Guess not.