Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.

time flies.
in a flash of time and it's already March.
attachment's been really not the way i thought or the way it was anymore.

secretly i think that Jason the real fun-filling never seemed serious Jason is slowly fading away.
i wouldn't say what but i can feel it. I can so feel it. and as much as i don't like this feeling and the way i am in.I can't help it.I don't know why and what has caused such drastic and major 180 degree changes.

This year to even start with was a bad one.

I had to force myself to learn that :

1)Friends they sometimes Come and Go.

2)Trust no-one but yourself.
3)Being alone doesn't hurt as much as i thought.

One of my silent resolution for this year was to be able to at least make an effort and go out with every single one of my beloved friends out there.
It's my third year in poly life this coming semester and i don't wanna miss another time that i can spend time with you guys.

As most of my close friends have knows that I've went to remove the corn in my left foot yesterday. Therefore resulting me unable to go out with Wei Tin, Emily and Jasmine as well as Sean for his be-lated Birthday celebration.

I'm Sorry.

I've never promised people and not do them most of the time. this time i apologise truly. Hope that you guys have be really magnanimous and forgive me. =)

To end this post i am going to put two lyrics from the songs which i think still serves part of my bread and water these days.

Aslyn-That's when i love you

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what

Katy Perry-Thinking of you

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Enjoy.