My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
26th Feburary 2009 Thursday
Just when i thought that being attached was the once again most wonderful things.
BUT
Then i was wrong again. I shall not hide that yes Jason has been rejected by someone yet again. This time we're both on mutual terms. Therefore resulting Jason to not feel anything. i don't konw why but i'm not sad, hurt, feel terrible. Maybe Jason has learn a string or two that not being with someone he can still survive.
In the previous post.
What has been written and typed they can at the most bring someone happiness or even joy. But then think on another perspective. They are just words that are formulated in such a way that they hit your soft spot and therefore resulting you to feel so touched and loved by the writer.
Sometimes people just think that Jason is always smiling, full of burst of energy, always laughing.
BUT
Have people ever wondered why am i always with a smile ? Why is it that i'm always happy even when they're not? Why can Jason even laugh in a situation when people are crying? Can't this irritating guy who smiles all the time rub it off his hedious face!
The fact is Jason has always been smiling becoz he always believes that whenever he's happy people around him will be happy too. When people are around him happy it sorta please him. Though i know i'm not some magical person but then there are times where i fail to fufil my aim of making the best out of everyone. But i've tired and i'm sorry to all those people that i've caused a negative effect.
Bitching, Straightforward, Scarcistic, Dramatic, Full of himself, Racist, Hope-less
These are probably the few words that describes me the best now.