My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
18th Day of the year 2009.A Saturday.
Today was a pretty fine Saturday.I guess??Deleting away the Depression,Disappointment and UH!! i don't know.Shish.I was wasting my morning away today coz of my 1# Hobby which is sleeping.I mean apart from this i waited and waited for time to pass so that i could get a reply and then head out.And the waiting lasted for 4 hours!!Yes..Not kidding.Another stupid thing that only Jason can do.Juz staring at E! channels can really do the trick called:"Kill time".With all the gossips,news,behind the scenes gosh so much of infomation.No wonder there's an exsistance called "Hollwood Stars".
We finally left my place and took a cab down to Park Mall.Reached there and had our meal at The Glasshouse.Yeap!The one and only romantic place that Fish&Co. had if i'm not wrong.Then after that we walked all the way to Raffles City.Did some window shopping and then.Tata.We had to go our seperate ways.Not that concept which was bad but U had to meet parents.So i took the train back myself.What a way to end our second date.Geez.U said before we parted that "...we'll meet up again..." i wish it'll come true. <3>
Which brings me to today's topic of
"Is Jason Thinking Too Much Again??"
I mean i think one day i'll just end up in IMH.Seriously.I am always thinking too too much in whatever that i do and say and i just can't stop thinking so much.Sigh.SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!I mean if i think too much on the right stuff is really gud.But i'm always thinking too much on like the non-important stuffs!!I know some of you out there reading this will be thinking that Jason Grow Up lar!! or smth but i think i'm just like this. =X Idk but i'm just so insecure though i know it's our second time out together and we've done things in my room.But idk why but every U that i'm with i'm always all ready to be with U at the instant.Maybe i'm just being too Desperate like some people whom i know tell me that i am.
Did i not mentioned i did my first retest for CT and i think i could have done better studying and answered the questions better.But Oh wells.I'll just Wish and Hope that a PASS is what i'll see when the results are out.*Keeping Fingers Crossed*
I saw S on that day as well.After what you've told me over MSN.I felt the real presence of us drifting apart.Maybe you're feeling the same way too.But do you know you're not the only person who've isolate me.I mean i respect your choice of not being friends with me and all.But i can be real harsh at times but i don't mean to just dump u and N whenever i'm busy or just get to you guys coz i need you two.I really don't mean it to happened.