My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Student Leader's Camp and Holidays has come to an End. School Starts.
Does everything has to End before it starts again??
Yesterday being able to go out with You again after such a long time made me feel really really happy.Not to even mention the other one whom i met in the evening.It was one of the days where I'll not forget.I was over the moon when i think back now.Maybe we should all just remain this way.Do what we're suppose to do.Care-less about each other so much and be so possessive about each other.I'm aware that you hav been liking me ever since we've met but then the thing is I really think we should just remain this way just as it is.I can't stop you from liking me or even falling for me.But what i can do is the restrict myself and Hope you'll understand.
You've mentioned that you've gotta go your own way.I'm all the way repect your decision. You don't want me to text you and expect calls from you so often.I'll respect that.
Thank you all for being so concern that i'm in such a foul and lousy mood.But hey !! i'm getting better.Hopefully (keeping fingers crossed) Coz school's starting soon and that hopefully i'll be Jason again. These few days i've been busy with camp, filming, meetings for YLA's dinner and also RedCamp5 skit meetings. School's starting tomorrow. Leaving you all with two songs who are really totally opposite from each other.
1st : Happily never after.
This song speaks so so much about the situation i'm in now.Aye~ Just listen hard to the lyrics cozalot too.The mood which you'll get is what i feel.Enjoy the song.
2nd: Ever, Ever after
Then i came across this song and i decided to hav it post in my blog today as well.Firstly i think it's actually a sad song but she sang it so much so that it's portraits the totally opposite feeling which is happy.Don't believe?? Read the lyrics: Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true Deep down inside we want to believe they still do And a secret is taught, it's our favorite part of the story Let's just admit we all want to make it true Ever ever after If we just don't get it our own way Ever ever after It may only be a wish away Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe Unafraid, unashamed There is joy to be claimed in this world You even might wind up being glad to be you Ever ever after Though the world will tell you it's not smart Ever ever after The world can be yours if you let your heart Believe in ever after No wonder your heart feels it's flying Your head feels it's spinning Each happy ending's a brand new beginning Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through To ever ever after Forever could even start today Ever ever after Maybe it's just one wish away Your ever ever after Ever ever ever after (I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss) Ohhhhh , for ever ever after