My name is Lauren.
this is where i put my life stories into the web for you guys to read. =)
I'm 19 years of age. and i'm born in Janurary
Chapters.Pages.Paragraphs.
Thursday, July 31, 2008 This is the song for today..Reflecting on the mood i'm in for the past few days.. =)
Toploader - Dancing In The Moonlight
We get it on most every night When that moon is big and bright Its a supernatural delight Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
We get Everybody here is out of sight They don’t bark and they don’t bite They keep things loose they keep it tight Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight Everybodys feeling warm and bright Its such a fine and natural sight Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
We like our fun and we never fight You cant dance and stay uptight Its a supernatural delight Everybody was dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight Everybodys feeling warm and bright Its such a fine and natural sight Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
We get in on most every night And when that moon is big and bright Its a supernatural delight Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
Dancing in the moonlight Everybodys feeling warm and bright Its such a fine and natural sight Everybodys dancing in the moonlight
For the past two weeks class has been on Orthopedics
Well yesterday fashion police came and therefore decided to snap a few shots of my classmates
Had Crystal Jade for dinner yesterday
Being Ugly..
This was taken today when my classmates and i sat outside the corridor of the tutorial rooms for an hour..
And this was how my day ends.. =)
With Lovely frens like Sandra and Natasha..
Tomorrow's another major presentation to conqure..All of my teammates fear is juz in a few hours more.. But then again WE CAN DO IT GUYS !!! NO WORRIES =D SOCIOLOGY YOU'LL BE BEATEN!!!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Today school starts at 11 am..But i'm in school at 8..Ain't it a lit KS..But oh well.. But my group has to do so..and today there's like only two modules and we'll hav to be in school till 6 which means ther'll be a 3 hour break in btwn..so it goes like 11-1 and 4-6 there'll be tutorial and lecture.. So yea..I know i know it's a VERY RANDOM blog for my posts these few weeks..but who cares..HAHA.. Presentation's next..it's on Endometriosis.. Hmm..yeapp All the best team-mates !! We'll do well and be the best !! =D
This is for my peoples Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye No, no, no
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers Friends and cousins This is for my peoples Who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it But you kept me in line I didn't know why You didn't show up sometimes On Sunday mornings and I missed you But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show Because you loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
You never got a chance to see How good I've done And you never got to See me back at number one I wish that you were here To celebrate together I wish that we could Spend the holidays together
[ Bye Bye lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] I remember when you used to Tuck me in at night With the teddy bear you gave me That I held so tight I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
This is for my peoples Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers Friends and cousins This is for my peoples Who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
I guess you guys have ever heard of this song by now yea ??.. Credits to Maria Carey and her song : " Bye Bye"
Love.Does it exist between us at all?? Haven ever you fallen for me?? Can we stay the way we were in the past?? "Friends come and go" We know it'll never be a relief for us. I'm juzt shattered into pieces now. Do you even now bother to pick them up and puzzle Jason back?? Can we stop this i want this no more.
Friday, July 25, 2008 According to a website these are what 13 things that boys want :
Space
Satisfaction
Atmosphere
Stimulation
Intimacy
Chemistry
Companionship
Diversion
Visibility
Influence
Passion
Body+Soul
Sex
Do you believe in all these ??
Leaving you all with this song this time..By :
Jason Mraz- I'm Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing We're just one big family And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
Scooch closer dear and i will nibble your ear
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short this is our fate, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody) It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait The sky is your's!
Today's a really tiring day.. =(( I need sleep terribly !!!
Listen to this..
Rachael Lampa-if you believe
I close my eyes, And even when I'm sleeping I'm alright, 'Cause You were, in my life.
Once upon a time, I only imagined this And now You're mine. Wished for you so hard Prayed that You'd find me; Maybe your here today, Here to remind me:
If you believe that dreams come true, There's One that's waiting there for you. 'Cause I believed when I saw You That when you want something enough, That it can't escape Your love. There is nothing in the world that cannot be... If you believe, oh oh...
Everybody said That I was a fool to think That we'd connect But I couldn't get my heart out of my head, And they just didn't see; No, they just couldnt know The feeling that You get, The places that You go...
If you believe that dreams come true, There's One that's waiting there for you. 'Cause I believed when I saw You That when you want something enough, Thren it can't escape Your love. There is nothing in the world that cannot be... If you believe.
Never wished for material things; Never needed wind in my wings. I never wished for anything but You...oh! I can't explain it, Someone just told me, "Go where your heart is, You'll never be lonely."
If you believe that dreams come true, There's One that's waiting there for you. 'Cause I believed when I saw You That (when you believe) when You want Someone enough, Then they can't escape Your love. There is nothing in the world that cannot be, If you believe. Believe, believe, believe, ooh...
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Well it's been the second day of this week..Week...15 ?? Can't believe Examz are in just three weeks time!! Hmm And talking about studying..Have not even been reading throught the lectures.. and to add to the pile there's so many programmes coming up..NS4 Quiz on week 14th's lecture,Ambass Duty-fri,Parents Forum-Sat,Sociology perfecto Project presentation-31st,PAS retest-30th ,Ambass grp 2 outing-1st and 2nd,NSL Theory Test-5th,Video presentation-6th,Law and Ethics Written Assignment-6th and Finally EXAMZ15th,19th,20th !!! Gosh !! Too much and too little time !!! Arrgh.. i'm sooo going to die sooner or later..And attachment after that..25thAug-19thSept
Gotta sacrifice my weekends to start doing my revision already..Or else i'll see myself doing farking badly again..Not attaining the GPA that i want so so much.. Sigh..
Though this time the song is alit more rock side but i still think there's the soft side of it..Just listen to it..
Incubus Love Hurts
Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast the truth Don't want to lose what I had as a boy My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat As common as a cold day in L.A.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing
Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'cause without love I won't survive
I'm fettered and abused Stand naked and accused Should I surface, this one-man submarine? I only want the truth! So tonight we drink to youth! I'll never lose what I had as a boy
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'cause without love I won't survive
Without love I won't survive
Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'cause without love I won't survive
Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh Love hurts Without love I won't survive Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh Love hurts Without love I won't survive
Today..Did a four module course called BCLS (Basic Cardiac Life Support) Learnt and passed the practical tests of Adult 1 man-CPR,Adult foreign body airway obstruction (FBAO) for unconscious and conscious patient,Infant 1 man CPR and Infant foreign body airway obstruction for unconscious and conscious infant.
Elieen's Ice-cream cone's Vampire
Dolly Candy that my sister bought for me
Micro-teaching material.. =X
Prisca and me in my last shot of "long hair"..
Sandra in Supercut while i was having my haircut..
Ming Wei !!! and me~..at this place in BukitTimah Plaza in one of the eating place where we had our meal on Thurs where we had 4 hours of break..
To end it all i'll put a song someone whom you all would have find her familiar because she got really famous thru "Bleeding Love"..
I present to you all....Leona Lewis- Better In Time
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remaind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
[Chorus: X2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Sunday, July 13, 2008 i have been busy for the past few days that now when i have to time for myself i realized that everyone around are not there for me ad they all have their life to live..i can't want things to go my way from now onwards..i must learn to be able to live alone..something that I'll loath to do but without any choices left for me..i just have to do this because I'm no more able to reply on most of the people around me to be with me, be crazy with me,spend time with me,be there for me etc.. I'm growing once again everyone i am..
Today's a Saturday..and i spent it all by working at Takashimaya as a promoter for some company..How fun and great can it be..Bad Day in conclusion...
For thurs and fri it was all about Poly Xperience and acting acting acting and more acting..LUV doing it so much that it reminds me how much i miss acting !! thou i was drained out by the time thursday ended but it was all worth it !!! Friday came and it was the last time that we acted for the students.. thou we were sad but we truely enjoyed it the most..Many Many Uncountable THANKZ to all the people that was in the Skit Team Xperience !! including the back,front,unseeable and fellow actors of the stage.. =D
Bee Hoon Sista and me.. =P
Again her..
After the first two runs of Day 1...
During the debrief session..
Day 2 The group of "Secondary Students"..
Jahahahasoon and Fe..Dora..Fe..Dora..
this time Almond came in..This giving us the Scene 1 people..
Scene 2 people.. After the last act on the second day.. We got back to the Ambass Room and took a pic..But it turned out to be THIS MUCH.. (let me slowly point out the mistakes)
1st Kreshelle's Kiam Pah face 2nd All not looking at my hp's cam..and too dark 3rd Candy can't take it part One 4th Candy can't take it part Two 5th Finally !! A great picture !!! =D
Today was in school doing the skit practice with a VIP sitting in to watch us.. and thus had to act without script..i mean it was pretty well i guess we did everything in the given time limit..=) And and and now the trouble is Tues's the Full Dress Rehearsal..and i have not even gotten hold of my Secondary School's uniform..Bad bad bad..But hope it'll be settled soon..*keeping fingers crossed*
YAY !! Like finally attachment has ended..Hmm well now i'm still feeling not recovered from all the lack of sleep that i acquire..i mean waking up so early in the morning and getting to sleep for only 4-5 hours is just so not enough of ppl like me..who juz finds that sleep is an essential thing to do everyday..Anyway.. It's Over so who cares about attachment..For now.. IT'S BACK TO SCHOOL !! I'm so excited !! Hm..well i guess studying is so much better off then working..Talking about working..Sandra has already started working in the same place as Rachel and Jie Rou..leaving me in a lurch..anyway tomorrow i'm working..~ helping my mum's fren out at the Event Hall of Takashimaya S.C. ..come to think of it..i'm suppose to be sleeping thru my Sunday till this thing pops out of nowhere..Sigh~ I'm so lack of teenage life now man ever since attachment started..I think i'll even be lost in Orchard if you put me there now..Oh well..
